Hi Mary. I'm so sorry for what you're going through, and I understand. Two years ago, I had a mastectomy on my left breast, and they removed five lymph nodes from my arm on that same side. Thank God, everything was clean. I also wondered why they didn't leave my breast, but had to remove everything? Doctors work at their discretion. Thank God, I'm not vain, and today I live well without my breast. The important thing in all of this is to have a lot of faith in God, not lose heart, eat what you're allowed, and not ask, "Why me?" Take things with courage and know that medicine has advanced a lot, and thank God, you acted in time. There's no history of cancer in my family either. I was very scared, but the best thing is to face it hand in hand with God, who performs miracles. You are young, and I assure you that in the name of the Lord, you have many more years in this life. With God, all good things are possible. Continue with your painting, it relaxes and distracts you. Life goes on. I wish you the best. Despite all your fears, I know you'll make it through. A big hug.