Hey Mary! I hope you are feeling better now and it's good to see you back even though it's not one of the happiest posts I have seen from you.
The irony is that I am 99% aware of whom you are talking about and it's a disappointment to see you suffering because of him, but don't forget that everything happens for a reason in life and I'm sure the sun will start shining on your way one day, even powerful than before.
Hang in there, you are strong!
Hey Gabriela! Ah I am definetely having a journey through this healing and I admit that I know I am vulnerable right now. I have good days and bad days. I know how I can hide behind work and other matters but fooling your own soul can only last for so long. In a way I am grateful for this journey as it teaches me great lessons about myself.
I am sure that some people know about this person because I have shared some things way back in the past. It does not matter , I don't wish them harm or suffering. I just want to heal and be ok.
Thank you for your encouragements, they help. I must tell you that throughout all of my life's issues , one thing stuck with me: art. I am still able to paint and draw while going through this and it really helps me a lot. Art...what would I have done without it...
I know it's a hard journey of healing. Unfortunately I've been there too and I know how it feels because I'm also a pretty sensitive person but in the end it's just a matter of time until everything will be alright.
As for the art, I'm sure it's still there. Sometimes this moments of heartbreaking do affect people on more plans and it's very important that the art is still there. Maybe it's just something that will make you take everything to the next level. Can't wait to find out!
I had moments when I didn't feel like doing anything and moments when a burst of creativity came in difficult times. Life is a journey and I am embracing these emotionally blurry times. Something good will come out of it for sure. I am working on not putting pressure on myself for figuring it out fast. Because these things can't be rushed.