Hey! Well you pretty much explained it quite well, it has been a rollercoaster of emotions , thanks so much for the kind words! I had moments when I thought about giving up, thinking how people must think I am crazy for doing what I did. But then again I thought that I have cut all of my chances of giving up by moving here. I had no other option than to persevere and train my mind in order to be in better control of my emotions. In the end , we all live between walls, no matter where they are. It's what we think about them what makes the situation different! Cheers and thank you for reading this!