Hey thank you so much! Well I have old gtx970,16gb Ram,I7 6700k cpu with Wacom cintiq 13hd(but any tablet can work).I totally get your frustration I do feel the same for artists I admire a lot and it's an infinite drive for improving yourself if you use it wisely.I mean I do watch speed paintings or sculptings while having a dinner it became a usual thing for me.Just do what you love and be consistent rest comes with time.You can send me your progress via message if you want to and I can do some crits as much as I can do! Thank you so much again!