How much have you tried?

My childhood dream was to live playing games all day long . I feel like I could live my whole life if I was trapped in a room and just had to play games, and put in enough food and new game titles (CDs) to keep from dying.

With the advent of 'Starcraft' and the PCroom in high school, my life was filled with gaming more. Since I have good physical strength , staying up all night with my friends and playing games in the PC room is my only pleasure. (We call it 'All Night'.)

Destiny when he was three demons from the game "Diablo 2" I believe nawatdago out scored a lower SAT because of this. (Forever and forever) Even before I went to college and got a job, games were always my friend.

Then, the year I joined the company, was born. 'Smartphone'!

It really changed my gaming life. It's a paradise for me to be able to play games anywhere and always be together. It's just a mobile communications company, so it's natural to use a phone at work.

In fact, in the early days of smartphones, I went through a lot of things like that. And, of course, I tried all of those games to their fullest.

However, the games in the early days of smartphones can't be deleted, it feels a little less than the games I've played. As a busy office worker, sometimes I enjoy it for a while and use it as an aim to calm my regrets.

Still, the right games for me are PC games.

Then I got married. It's great to spend time together on our honeymoon, but we decided to confess each other's hobbies.

One weekend the Parang gave me time to go to there room to play games on my PC. I was excited and I was running the new game 'Heartstone' at the time and I was slowly falling into it ...

It's been about 30 minutes? Blue called out to me in the living room. 'Hey ~ Are you done now?'

People who play this game know that, but once you do, it takes 2-3 hours, even though it's very short. (The idea that I could do it for life was still valid back then), 'Yeah haha. Come on hit! In my current situation, I can't play the game like before ㅡ ㅜ '

Since then, PC games have been abandoned.

Even if the sky fell, there were always holes that would appear. Smartphone games, which are considered ugly, are developing day by day. I love gaming as much as I do, but the level has been gradually increasing by targeting office workers who can't play games on a PC.

And the purpose of such games is a 'worker's wallet' to make money. I bravely became their target. This mobile game is the only place to spend my pocket money, not for drinking, smoking or coffee. (Of course I told Blue.)

I don't know if I am weak to temptation or if the game company is great, but I always needed a hyeonjil. I don't have time and I have money, so I always need paid items to take a convenient path. Sometimes, there are times when the hot god comes up to me (this isn't just shopping) and screams more than expected. There are times when I feel sad to see card prices flying.

At a suitable level, I live playing the game in my life and the game on my smartphone at the same time.

There was also a major crisis at a time.

Due to the nature of cellular communications companies, it is supported by cell phone charges. Since this is a company phone, there is no personal burden to some degree. However, there was a time when I used to say that I didn't exactly know the upper limit of the payment paid and said I had this and that.

Maybe at that time, he was in charge of working with a game company. (That's a very good reason.) One day, a warning notification suddenly came and the phone stopped. I can't work or live with my phone stopped.

When I found a way, I was able to solve it by sending a notification letter approved by the team leader to the HR department. Inevitably, I shared the facts with the team leader. Luckily, the team leader back then was one of the best team leaders in my working life, so he understood without saying anything if there was such a case.

There is a lot of black history in my life. ha ha.

Even after my child was born, I didn't stop playing smartphone games. I try not to do it when I am with my son, and I take advantage of the moment when Parang and my son are sleeping.

However, this newest game for boys has the characteristic of having to connect at a fixed time, so I can't miss the defining moment, so I often get confused when checking the phone. Still, I didn't stop. It's because it's my only pleasure hobby. Naturally, my game life continues even though I came here in Australia.

Then one day, while driving, I thought about a game stage that I couldn't complete that morning as usual. It was in the early days when the left aisle was still unfamiliar, so I stormed the center line a little and took a turn. It's not that much of a problem, but the middle finger curses if a moving vehicle is an aggressive driver.

I get offended, and then I get angry. Oh, it's all because I got caught up in the 'game'!

Stop the car for a moment and delete the game that is being played. And a year has passed and I haven't done it once.

It was as if I was possessed a while ago, I suddenly had time and thoughts, so I checked the list of 'popular smartphone games' after all this time. Among them, I found a game I like, downloaded it, and started playing.

It was a good match. Within a year, the game has grown rapidly. But that's all. Nobody used to be excited.

And it was the 'push time' that definitely made me give up. Today, as in the past, access to certain times of the day is beneficial, but during that time it is between 10 and 12 noon, when office workers are free.

I couldn't access it at that time. I go to bed with my son at 8-9 now. I couldn't stay awake any longer. impossible.

So, smartphone games taken in a year have been deleted again.

This is the story of my game to date. It's been over a year since I released the game, and it's the first time since elementary school I've been exposed for so long.

There is an article that I sympathized with before.

'The reason a worker falls into the game is that there is nothing in the real world he can do as he pleases, but he can do it in the game.'

This is a very sad story. Because of that, I also fell in love with the game, so I really sympathize. And suddenly this thought occurred.

Isn't the reason I'm not interested in gaming right now is because I'm trying to live my life the way I want to?

That doesn't mean there aren't any plans for games at all in the future. I plan to play PC games and console games that have been put on hold so far. (This is one of my wish lists.)

I won't do it alone this time. I have a partner who shows the temperament of a game fanatic. My partner is a boy who got off the plane for 3 hours.

I still have memories of the baseball Gemboy game with my dad when I was a kid. It is the memory of the longest time alone.

I also plan to enjoy it with my son at an appropriate level so that it won't interfere with the real world, but to gather memories. The son doesn't know about his father's plan yet. I know my dad likes books.