I have always lived a pathetic life,
I admit it.
I have always had a banal existence,
I have come to think that nothing will happen
when I am gone.

The little good there is in me
comes from the people who have surrounded me
and genuinely helped me
without asking for anything in return.
Yet, I have been so foolish
that I pushed them out of my life.

I cannot maintain a healthy relationship,
I fear commitment,
I push away everyone who loves me,
and I hurt them.
How pathetic I am.

I wish I were a better person,
I wish I were a better son,
I wish I were a better brother,
I wish I were better...

As I write my verses,
miserable verses they are,
miserable because they are written by a miserable man.
I have always lived a pathetic life.
I admit it.

Source

Catarsis

Siempre he tenido una vida patética
lo admito.
Siempre he tenido una existencia banal
he llegado a pensar que no pasará nada
cuando me vaya.

Lo poco bueno que hay en mi
es por la gente que me ha rodeado
y que genuinamente me ha ayudado
sin pedir nada a cambio
Sin embargo he sido tan tonto
que los he apartado de mi vida.

No puedo mantener una relación sana
le tengo miedo al compromiso
alejo a todos los que me quieren
y les hiero,
Vaya patético soy.

Quisiera ser mejor persona
quisiera ser mejor hijo,
quisiera ser mejor hermano,
quisiera ser mejor...

Mientras escribo mis versos,
miserables estos versos,
miserable porque los escribe un miserable
siempre he tenido una vida patética.
Lo admito.