Appreciate hive and my friends. Mental health ambassador and life post.

Well.

The war pony grenaded the rear end. It's the onset of winter and I'm not sure if it's going to be able to be fixed. And then we'll see what happens because it also needs new tires, and it's a Ford so we never know if maybe it might nuke out again....

Then of course the politics of me losing my rewards for writing. Oh well. Shrug. Is what it is. It was more of a political attack than effort. Ok. Ok. Sure whatever. I'll move on. Do other stuff....

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Ohhh threats of downvote... How scary... sarcasm yawn.

Sigh. Totally just trying to pick a fight.... Yeah. Whatever. I just don't have time for it.

It's been on top of it being tired family situation.

So it's all wrapped up into it a large mess. And it all coming at once.

My regular rewards ending now means that our plan of saving here for land isn't going to work. Silly idea I know. That was more of my fault for being that deluded...

The other part was seeing that the different options for me to get land had dried up with a bunch of speculators buying up these properties and listing them for 10 times the price? Oh... Yeah...

But it just really doesn't matter.

Just really doesn't.

I've got family members that will help me fix the rig or help me sell what's left of the running pony with a broken hip! I've got enough savings to be able to afford parts possibly.

I've got options. I've got the electric skateboard! Oh dog is loving this. Store trip? He is ready!

Old picture yeah I know but he is absolutely having a ball. We've got all this stress. And I just pretty much unplugged from it this week. Focused on Wooda the wonder dog. And he has been great.

The problems I'm having? Online and off? They really don't matter. The bullying and harassment on my posts over politics.. the rewards getting cut off... Sure whatever. It's meaningless. It could be an issue if I had cared... But I just don't.

I'm going to do other things. Who cares I don't have to write more.. someone else will do better than I can and get rewarded? I've got other things to do. Like repair the war pony. Or, something.

Overall? I'm going to be fine. Staying at family. We are warm safe and able to not spend money on car insurance and all that? Makes whatever situation with our mobile home on wheels be ok. It will be ok. We will be just fine.

As for funds here? Why not let things just go? I needed to kick up trading and I'm about 40-50% back to rebuilding my trading position. Oh yeah that's going smashingly. The time off from writing? Been getting back to trading and my orders. Managing what I've got. And again leverage that for.... Well we will see later.

I've got quite the portfolio positions. Infact here with the upcoming changes... Things might be leveled on the playing fields here soon. I might be in a better position for things.

@freecompliments

One thing I do have to say is during the past few days... The #feeecompliments community and initiative.

I just got things going here. Just started this and helping get this going. As much as I'd like to get upset and freak out... My problems aren't really that big. My asshole family member really isn't going to change and he's not going to stop drinking and being stupid. My car problems are never going to go away they just continue being problems with cars that never end.

Online? This actually isn't bad.. I'm not getting bombed and my rewards being cut off for my writing? Shrug. Ok whatever. Nothing is promised. However I was putting a lot of effort into it and got paid decently. Nothing that's going to change the world yet... But helpful. But earned.

In the future? What are we gonna do? Whatever the fuck we want. Gotta make some plans and changes.

I'm going to go back to my templet and posting for me. Fuck the rewards and writing about the news if it's getting so much hate.. Time to help with free compliments. Have more fun trading. Time to leverage more and save more. So some big changes are coming out.

Things will be fine. Send snacks! Lol

So yeah we're going to go back to having fun. I'm sure that's just going to make somebody else mad and we will see what happens. They keep threatening to download me forever and ever... And I'm just getting really old of the constant boring same old threat.

However that's kind of the entire situation and exactly why I need to do more work to counteract this by sending out positive comments. And the reason why I'm getting so much hate is because I'm doing exactly what I'm doing and I'm doing it really well.

It's going to be an amazing day today. Because I've got dog.

I just gotta price out how much the entire mess is going to be...

Think things would be just fine here pretty soon. I think things might just work out just fine. However I also need to balance out my own head. If that takes me to quit writing about the news? It's a small price. And wouldn't be the first time I've walked away from rewards. In fact I'm doing just fine even as the price fell my account relatively stayed about the same price. Of course going up and the fact that I saved for so long has gotten other people really jealous. Which really isn't my problem. If needed I do have a nearly $1,000 hbd in savings...

So we will see how things all come to be. Things might end up working themselves out just fine.