There are some words that I like very much and they are said in that video by Joe Dispenza. And he says something like this: when you are grateful, you are already in a state of creation, like when you are happy and empowered, when life surprises you...

You are not in a state of creation when you are on the defensive, when you are in stress, running away, in survival mode, there is no creation there. There we just need to save ourselves, to run, to escape.
We have to start doing different things to achieve different results.

And that's why Paloma, he says, this thing of not being anything, not being anybody, not being a person with a job, or a family.... Just being in the nothingness, in the unknown. Here I think he is talking about that pure state of meditation where there are no limiting thoughts, just a surrender to the here and now. And where all the answers are found.

However, you see he says that chasing things is not wrong. It's not wrong to pursue goals. But I think you are happier being from that nothingness. From where you will attract everything.

Bob Proctor also says some interesting things in that video. And he talks about giving and giving and giving... Well Paloma. Thank you for being an inspiration to me. I wrote this when I read your reply to my comment on your post.
I'm still on the road. It is important to keep growing and to find the direction, the real reason why we came to this world.