Yes pain is sometimes part of our life, but I hope you wouldn't let it drown you, you can watch how it moves and let it be instead. But Alice, once you are still hurt, you still can love. Love everything, happiness and even grief. I am practicing it now, it's so hard. However, for the first steps, take it slow and let me help you to embrace your pain too. We can communicate through words, and I think it may touch our hearts enough to feel loved amongst this emptiness of our souls.
I am looking forward to your new writing ❤️