Hi Alice, I wish you had a nice day.
I understand the feeling of suffering and staying silent for so long that we forgot how to voice up our needs and longings. I already did. Hearing people too much to be able to talk about mine. Getting used to separation without goodbyes and taking it for granted when someone steps into my life. My soul died.
But now, it reborn. I didn't have no one there for me, even if they were, they would go so fast instead of handling my wounds. So I had no choices but to heal on my own, this world isn't bad, it's just the pain is so easy and common. I am not really fine for now but, after several times of hurt, I just want to give love since it's the most abundant thing in my heart. Sometimes my normal sense would fight back, and I ceased it all. I'd rather to give out everything of me until I have nothing left.
Hello, Sapphire! I would like to say thank you first for giving me some of your time. I admire your courage for not completely hiding yourself from the world. I wish you will eventually heal from all the things that are still hurting you up until now. Honestly, I do not think I am ready to lose another part of me, and I also know that it takes time to forgive. I have nowhere to place this hatred yet but I will get there somehow.
You are loved. This is our first interaction however, I can already feel that you are a genuine person. I am happy to encounter someone like you and be able to exchange thoughts.
Yes pain is sometimes part of our life, but I hope you wouldn't let it drown you, you can watch how it moves and let it be instead. But Alice, once you are still hurt, you still can love. Love everything, happiness and even grief. I am practicing it now, it's so hard. However, for the first steps, take it slow and let me help you to embrace your pain too. We can communicate through words, and I think it may touch our hearts enough to feel loved amongst this emptiness of our souls.
I am looking forward to your new writing ❤️