For a moment I thought the same as Irene, but no, it's better to leave them alive so they can see your success later and regret what they did to you.
There are things that simply have no explanation, keep thinking about it is a torment in your head that does not let you live, so turn all your anger and sadness to do new things, surely something good will come out.
Take care of your health, I hope it's nothing bad, drink lots of water.
We love you at needleworkmonday and we are privileged to have you.
I just wrote to Irene, that perhaps we could make an art performance out of the burning and try to get a scholarship for it :-DDDD
Sometimes I find such rejection really hard... I got them often enough but this time I really thought my topic would fit so well. But ok, I have to accept it.
And with the ear: I was at the doctor last Friday and already am taking medication, when its not better in one week they need to cut the ear open (oh horror!!!!) I really hope it will get better, but so far I cannot feel any betterment. The doctor reassured me that it is not dangerous but very annoying… hopefully it will get better soon.
Thank you so much for your supportive comment, sending hugs <3