Hard times comes up warning. I feel fear with my previous hard times. Rightnow, when I am writing this comment I still remembering my hard time I ever faced in my life and that time is still the most tragic for me. I think that made me so weak but it's also a reason that I wanna become strong to defeat that hard time which is a strong trauma in my mind. I am just floating the idea of that trauma because the thing is very very personal 😭