I hope you get much better tomorrow and recover soon.
Midlife thinking is a good practice. Taking the time to look back, see what you have accomplished, and think about the future is something every one of us should do at least once a year, no matter what age you are.
It is good to dream about crypto wealth growth, especially now that the market seems to start moving strongly up for a few days (although we need a stronger up move for Hive yet).