At this point You are right to say that you like writing even you are not feeling well.
When you want to throw your thoughts, it can also gives lesson to the reader.
I think all of us have bound ourselves to some extent with time. We should do our best every time no matter what times gives us. New challenges and we should accept all.
It gets hard to do the best, when there is little reward for doing so. In the end, we work on incentive, so if the incentive doesn't arrive, if there is no payoff, we are far more likely to reduce our workload.