Here We Go Again!

Many thoughts, feelings and situations have come to me that make me reflect. My vacation period is about to end, that happy season where we rest from the hard work of a year and is generally used to travel and have a good time. Particularly I always consider it a new beginning and I return to my daily activities with more spirit and a lot of strength to continue; but this time I feel different, and like this small sculpture in the park, I feel a little crestfallen.

Not everything is loss, I always see the beauty of life, even during this time I traveled and breathed airs of other borders, but the whole holiday season was rough; injustice was present in my country, family disputes, professional disappointments and even death, plus all this has ended with my personal savings and now I do not feel so comfortable with these last days without work, but the truth is that what I have most wanted is to be in my work and let myself be wrapped by the caress of music.

Here we go again, work will begin, rehearsals, concerts and daily routines, as if nothing had happened during my absence to the rehearsal rooms, as if my country was not going through one of its worst crises, as if the family was united, as if one of our loved ones had not died... As if we had traveled during all this period. Again we will go out to smile and to give the best of ourselves, although we feel even more tired than before leaving on vacation.

We are strong people, I particularly know that I can handle anything and that I do it with the best possible attitude, but there is a physical and spiritual tiredness that I ignore on a daily basis. I am not the only one, honestly it is a collective thing in this part of the world. The good thing is that the solution is my own work, plus meditation and some physical activity, I know that with this the rest will come on its own, at least attracting the good to myself. Understanding that I can only dominate my own life is important, how to feel and how to act, and this makes us smile in the face of the biggest problems that I cannot solve.

It is incredible how in spite of all the things that happen I understand that life is beautiful... Difficult but beautiful. There is much to be thankful for and to keep, many reasons to get up in the mornings, so I will get up very early, I will get ready and face each day with elegance and professionalism, good things will come for me, for everyone, but I am sure that only those who are prepared will make the most of them. So strength Jesus, strength and perseverance? Keep enjoying the road as you get what you want. I have the health, the company and the talent to overcome whatever it is, bad days come and go.