I don't know, maybe I was spat on, physically beaten, had my school stuff thrown around, called hateful things and was ostracized completely because people just didn't like me and racism wasn't a factor, but I was five when it started and I think I was a typical five year old so...yeah, racism. All good though, when I look at my life now...well, it's been a pretty fucken legit one so far. I healed, learned stuff and became me thanks to that stuff back when I was a kid.

Like you say, changing it is a fools errand, even if you could it would change who you were and that may not work out so well.