Lately I have felt like I am two people in one, I don't know if this has happened to you?
Due to my condition of being insulin resistant, it has caused me to be full of energy in an instant, but after a few minutes, especially after I eat food, I feel exhausted and with little energy.
Sometimes I feel willing to be affectionate with my wife and children, but suddenly my mood changes, and that is when I am provoked to be alone, I imagine that it is partly because of my health condition, but on the other hand it may be part of the same complexity of life.
When I say that perhaps it is part of the same complexity of life is because life is also dual, one day gives us something that we learn to love, and the other day does not take them away, everything in the universe has a duality, and I believe that we human beings in our way of feeling are no exception.
I really live in a permanent reflection that allows me to know myself, that is why without fear of my contradictions, I always seek to know the reasons that lead me to behave in one way or another, I imagine that other people do it too, I think it is very important because it allows us to correct without the need for much to happen too, and thus we avoid that any things we want to correct and there is no time for that.
I accept duality by the logical nature of the universe, I constantly learn from it, I see the duality of my environment and explore the reasons for my dualities, everything in life cannot be linear, there has to be change that helps to regulate and control our lives, so I believe that the sense of duality is the key piece to control everything.