you really caught me on that comment.
Pen is a great friend of mine, and just seeing some "stranger" take the time to leave a meaningful comment to him. it meant a lot to me.

and yes - hehe i like the idea of parties... ok. no. that's a lie. LOLOL i mean - i try to like the general concept of a fun time celebrating people. and i do like that. i just don't like attending. because the drain is so real. the drain. is so. damn. real.

but if i'm with 3 close friends. or 2... or best - 1 hehehe

i can talk and talk and talk.

my best friend used to come see me at my house every few months. she had homes in two countries. USA and another place. so when she would be in my neck of the woods... i shit you not. we sat on two couches facing each other and talked for 18 hours straight - and only took breaks to eat. and we ate together and talked still LOL

and i felt so ENERGIZED by that.

but 18 hours of a crowd?.. strike that. 3 hours with a crowd??? sounds like it was planned by the devil himself ROFLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL