Dreams can be a sign but jeezz what a night! Team no sleep

This is one of those days, yes they really exist, THESE DAYS,
where you start the day as if a big truck with a trailer has run over you.
And came back again too.
You ( read I because it’s about me ) are not rested, are not fresh and not cheerful at all! No, you, again read I , are tired and you get up with a huge headache. Even before shower, breakfast and workday.

Well that's my start for today, not a good start and then my working day has yet to finish after a long 8 hours. I slept so badly and was awake a lot last night. To go to the toilet, drink some water and I have even opened discord. No, of course not, because then it is completely off track my sleep rhythm but I hope you get the picture. If I do open my phone and discord, I am two hours further in a hartbeat because there is always a lot to do online and in discord.

The dreams I had last night were about scary things, the world, the wars, earthquakes, old and new friendships and about my own insecurity. Yes, I have that too! All those topics mixed in a not so healthy smoothie or something. It's like I've been on a roller coaster, but then 80
Rounds. My eyes hurt and even burn a little. I won’t put makeup on my eyes for a while. I can do it in a few hours at work. Maybe just put on glasses for now, one with normal glass because I don't wear glasses, then it's less noticeable that I have puffed eyes.

With the suffering in the world this is of course not important at all, but as a daily blogger with a self-imposed commitment , it is another blog subject so I just write as long as the words come. In this case about my night, and the night's sleep that was not there!

Sometimes I have such a night and I have to do something with it. Because if it happens again I can handle it better. Apparently dreams always say something, is there a message in this one , in dreams like these? But what should I do with this dream today?
What kind of message did it contain this time? We went to sleep and the last thing we saw on television was a documentary about the Dutch NSAR team, and their work in Turkeye. Now with the devistation of the earthquake.
The team was there with search dogs and rescued people, we saw their work and got to meet the people behind the important work they do. For me a first, eventhough they are a huge Dutch organisation. They did their job but also had to make harsh decisions about what was do-able and what was to dangerous in course of rescuing people. We were eye witnesses while watching the documentary. Even though there were people under the rubble and concrete, and you could hear them that doesn't mean all were salveble. Heartbreaking!
That might have been a trigger for my brain and mind, to be as it was last night. That is why I am unable to ease mind and soul. Maybe in a few hours the gut feeling will be gone. I hope so, cause with that , the headache will hopefully be gone aswell.
Those emotions running through my head might be a sign.
Fear is a bad counselor my mother used to say. It's a Dutch saying and it's true. One way or another, your brain is always more negative than reality. Well, of course not always, but usually in my case. So I have to stop my thoughts and try to redirect the thoughts to positivity. Uncertainty is the feeling that also plays a part. The always WHAT IFS, and the WHAT NOWs Fear and uncertainty are two that reinforce negative thoughts. And then it helps to write it down, well in my case to type it down. Bloggers are Ofcourse keyboard warriors.

I wrote this this morning and now it’s 22.58 pm and it’s almost time to go to sleep again, let’s hope it’s a good one, and let’s hope the people in Turkeye and Syria will be safe from harm from now on.

With this free write I want to leave the link for that documentary about the NSAR.

https://www.funx.nl/news/films-series/149c8d3a-b746-4ba7-a5a1-43a817b91a1f/docu-oranje-helmen

It’s wurth watching.
The sign I got that I want to donate to this rescue team. Dreams do tell you something I guess.

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Sources used : funx.nl

https://www.funx.nl/news/films-series/149c8d3a-b746-4ba7-a5a1-43a817b91a1f/docu-oranje-helmen

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Date : 21-2-23