I know, age is just a number, but, there are just times that we will be more aware of it, we'll be reminded though i'm not saying its a bad thing. But still, we can't help but noticed it and make a big deal out of it. I'm sure i'm not the only one here. Especially when we look in the mirror, that's the realization will hit us, when we notice the the dark circles, freckles slowly sprouting everywhere and then the hair loss that is so hard to manage. I don't really care much about my age but that doesn't mean I never think about it.
I did, and when I do, I can't help but be more insecure. From a level of 40 my insecurity will go up into level 80, like, I can't help it. I feel really old for my age now, I just turned 31 last August but I feel 40 ಥ_ಥ. Make up can cover this yes, or a filter? But the feeling is still there, haha. After removing the make up, then back to feeling 40 again? So with the question: Do you feel older or younger for your age? YES! I feel older even though i'm 31.
I feel really old for my age right now because of how I look. Like, I know I can maybe do something about it, by doing skin care or a hair treatment, but I am too lazy to do it. And I feel like it is a luxury for me, part of me wanted it but part of me is against it too. Why i'm like this? Like for example. I promised to take care of my hair by using hair conditioner but, I can't keep it up. Lol. My hair conditioner's will just rot in my box organizer, out of six sachet I still have 5 sachet in there
Ans furthermore, when I see people who's older than me and has this cute, pretty face, has a nice body, and a beautiful appearance - I can't help but compare myself to them. And i'll go self pity after as if it's someone's fault. Lol. Like, why they are so pretty? How can they do that? Is it genetics? It is for sure right? But I think my parents is beautiful too, I just didn't get their pretty features ಥ_ಥ. Doesn't have beautiful feature plus lazy? Hahh! It's Not a good combo y'all (╥﹏╥)
What's the problem with me when it comes to taking care of my skin or hair was, i'm only good on the first or third try, I can last for a week though. But after that, i'm done (✿^‿^), am I the only one who's like this? I love myself, really, but, when it comes to doing something for it, I am just not up for it. Another thing is, I have a bad posture. Mommy D is the one who tole me that, she noticed how my posture change and it doesn't look so good. As you can see on the screen shot above, mine is actually the posture in the middle and as you can see its a bad posture. That's why I feel more old.
I can finally share this here, haha. I don't feel like sharing this before because it looks ugly, haha. Like why I really look bad in there (≧▽≦), the posture, goodness! I should've adjust my neck because it looks like I din't have one. This looks worse now to be honest and this photo was from July this year. I think my posture worsen and this made me feel more old, lol. Hahhh, there's really a lot to change in myself right now. Should I make this as my New Years Resolution? But nahhh, nevermind ʘ‿ʘ
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When I look in the mirror, that's the time I become aware of my insecurities especially about my appearance. And with all that, I feel like I am more older than my original age. Thinking about it can be bad for my mental health so really, avoiding the mirror is my best solution for this. The good thing is, I am born lazy literally about everything so I can live the day or even months without looking in the mirror. I wear a facemask too whenever I go outside so, I don't need to look in the mirror.
So yeah, I feel like older because of my appearance and bad posture. I want to change, but, I am seriously too lazy and not capable as of the moment to do all that ʘ‿ʘ. Sorry self for I am also the reason why there's no "change." ┐(￣ヘ￣)┌
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Your post reminded me of what a doctor said when I told him my age. His response was, “Whoever is that age should be proud of it, because many would like to be that age.” I think that if you take some vitamins, it will help with your laziness. Cheer up, and you'll see. @ruffatotmeee , hugs,
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Right, i am also really thankful for that 💃✨. I'll try to look for that Vitamins, but I might really forgot to take even that. Haha. And thank you ✨🌼
Haha same2 dear, mas bad posture Yung akin dear Kasi inborn ko na yata to haha sayo this year Lang. Wuy ang Ganda mo parin at ang kinis chaka bata mo padin tingnan no, akala mo Lang yan. Chaka wala Naman akong nakitang Mali sa picture sa pag click Lang Yan at sa pag Tayo mo Kaya ganyan. Cheer up! Humble Ka Kasi at simple chaka maganda Kaya Hindi na kailangan gumastos para gumanda pa lalo. Hehe
Grabi to mang shower ng compliment hirap iwasan ehhhh (◡ ω ◡), whoosh, whoosh, lolol. But thanks dears, pero ganito talaga ako minsan. Mas dinadown si self but after that naman move on na ulit. Next week na ako ulit mag eemo, HAHAHA
To think I freaked out having found a few grey hairs and not just one hair. Then I was told it was a sign of wisdom. I'm now too tired to deal with it.
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Omg, I would freak out too if its me though I am also sure that I will not do anything about that. Lol. I mean, we can stress ourselves for a bit about it then move on no? Lol
Omg same problem with hair loss! I've tried a lot already pero di pa rin nagstop hair fall ko kahit pati vitamins nagtake na rin ako. Medyo nakatulong lang yung anti-dandruff na shampoo yung may ketoconazole. Minsan pag stressed ako dumadami rin hair fall ko. Siguro kelangan natin imanage yung stress natin. Sa skincare naman, moisturizer and sunscreen. Need ko talaga magmoisturizer kasi nagddry mukha ko tapos mahapdi pag di ako naglagay. Ang hirap ng tumatanda! 😩 And ang advise ko lang smile! Tell yourself na maganda ka. Naniniwala ako sa power ng words kaya wag mo na sabihin yung ugly. 🤗
Number 1 reason talaga stress no, aigooo, paano ga kasing di ma stress? Hahaha. Ba try mo na yong mga oil na ginagamit nong iba? Parang may nabasa ako somewhere. Pamalit sa nalagas na hair, sakin naman ataw ko pa mag try coz baka lal9 maglagas hair ko. Lol. And real, hirap talaga, patanda na kasi di na pabata.
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Sobrang true! Nakakastress naman kasi ang adulting ang dami na iniisip. Haha hayy
Sa oil coconut oil pa lang natry ko parang di effective sa akin. Aloe vera naman effective nung una pero parang hindi na ngayon. Then may nirecommend sa akin yung salon na pinuntahan ko dati. Ok naman pero after mga 1 to 2 days balik na naman hairfall ko. Tsaka mahal. Hahaha Shampoo naman kung anu-ano na rin na-try ko. 😆 Pero compared last year nabawasan naman hairfall ko pero marami pa rin lalo pag naliligo. Last year as in parang puno na naglalagas. Hahaha
Don't say that, there are just really days that we don't feel like ourselves, and just like what you have mentioned in your previous post, that you were having period cramps? your world is not falling apart, it is just our hormones during our monthly period, you are not alone, it is a different level of depression when our body is going through it every month, I actually experience that after my period, during the luteal phase, I would look in the mirror and feel bad about myself, hugs, cry it out and don't suppress your emotion, you will feel better afterwards.
That's my way of sabotaging my self vut I don't do it that often. Haha. Only when I look in the mirror and noticed again. I really just feel old sometimes coz of that but I don't dwell on it much. I can do something about it but i'm just really lazy hahahaha. Mas nakaka emotional talaga if you're on period no. Experienced that a lot of time but I also have ways to get through it. Hehe.i hope ikaw din. Thank you └|∵|┐♪
Yeah, 🤣 on other days we feel like we can conquer the world and the other, we feel like we are sore losers 🤣😅 women hormones. 💕💕💕
Oyy grabe ka naman. Maganda ka naman ahh. You just need more confidence sa sarili mo. Always smile lang sa mirror every time tumitingin ka, para mas gumanda hehe. And the most important thing naman is the qualities. And you have that, especially when taking care of the oldies.
Haha, oi that smile. My face change talaga if I smile but awan ko ba, I prefer not to smile even that kinakatamaran na aguy ah. Lol. Thank youuuu (◍•ᴗ•◍)
trentahin be like... omg ano ba tong itsura ko, ano na nangyari sakin? pero bahala na ano itsura paglabas lels.
Yung gusto mo magayos pero soufer nakakatamad talaga. chaur!
You look gorg pa din sis, kahawig mo pala isa sa bespren ko hihi
Omg, ganyan talaga kapag trentahin na nooo, or baka tayo lang? Hahahaha. I mean, i'd rather do other things than do my skin care routine bat kasi ganonnmm hahaha.
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Hi @ruffatotmeee you still look pretty and good. Always remind yourself to be confident and avoid comparing yourself to others with the things that should not be compared. May you be able to grasp the beauty in you and start to work with it. Beauty comes in many forms and as for you, that is how beauty wanted to show. I'm not gonna say what you should do because you are not asking for it but I'll say do enough for yourself not for others.
Aww, thank you. But comparing sometimes is, yk, hard to avoid. But yeah, I don't do that always, only when i'm emotional due to my period that I do that. 🤣
Mg smile Ka always and think that you are beautiful. Basta may enough sleep Ka ok na. 😁
Haha, wala na kong reason to smile eh ( ꈍᴗꈍ), charizzzz, lol. Yeah, I do smile esp when i'm reading manhwa, watching anime or kdrama or when I'm watching funny short clip of mt fav Stray Kids and their kabaklaan hahahaha.
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