Hallo Kerrislravenhill!
And I thank You, Ladies, for having me!
I know what you mean, and what you feel is more real than what you see (his physical absence). When my Mom passed, I received powerful confirmation for everything that until that moment was just theories read in wise books. The "real reality" has no "physical" form. The real essence of us never dies. Love is a powerful energetic bond that connects you with all beings - with or without "physical representation" aka body.
I hope you'll have a new Dream-catcher soon and that it will help you to seep and filter your thoughts and moods, so that only the beautiful ones manifest in your reality.
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Thank you for coming by to greet me!!