Dream! Dream!! Dream!! Accepting This Part Of Me

Hello friends at #MEMOIRMONDAY, welcome into the world of my dreams.

Dream! Dream!! Dream!!!

I hardly share them, because where I came from, you can easily be tagged a witch, get the blame for any bad things happening around you, and get castrated, so I'd rather just keep it to myself; it's safer that way, even though sometimes it felt like a burden.

But this is Hive, and in the hive, we don't judge; we listen, give feedback, or offer help in any way we can; sharing this kind of thing here has helped me incredibly, and who knows, maybe help someone out there experiencing something similar but felt they are alone. You are not alone and you are not crazy

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Life is a mystery, isn't it? Some things are just beyond comprehension, no matter who we are or how knowledgeable we think we are. And I think some dreams are part of the mysteries of life, at least for me.

Should I tell you about my reoccurrence dreams? Yes, I have had them as long as I can remember my existence. But before telling you about my recurring dreams, let me tell you about my random dreams.

Kindly read with caution; they are not that of sweet dreams. At first, I did not pay much attention to whether my dreams came to pass or not, but at some point, I noticed they did, and that is when I began to pay very close attention to them, accept them as a sign from above, and let them guide me.

My husband would joke and tell me to dream that we found ourselves in our dream country (Scotland)😊 but I say sorry, Boo boo, my dreams didn't work that way. I'm not in control of the things that show up when I lay on my bed and slip into the dreamland.

Honestly, I wish I could just dream about the sweet things I want, but it doesn't work like that. Either way, I have learned to embrace whatever my dreams are telling me and let them guide my steps toward my future.

When I was still in the dating stage, if I met someone I liked and intended to have something special with the person, I had them in my thoughts. I did see some signs about our future and some possible hindrances on the way; this way, I knew if to pursue such relationships or not, and this saved me some troubles along the line. Believe it or not, I know it may sound crazy, but my dreams are true.

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The most scary ones

The other part of my random dream is a bit scary, although I'm learning to be brave about it and try to just get the message and get prepared for what is to come since I have never been able to find a solution to these dreams of mine.

The thing is, I usually saw it before it happened—the death of every dead person close to me. This used to not show the actual person directly, but I would know that soon someone I know is leaving this world behind.

When my grandma was about to die, my late classmate, my late former neighbor, the death of my younger sister, the death of my childhood friend, and the latest one that happened last week, the death of the two-year-old son of one of my good friends. And a bunch of other deaths, I can't even begin to mention.

This can be a bit annoying, even though I'm learning not to be upset about it. Like, why show this kind of thing to me if there is absolutely nothing I can do about it? What am I supposed to do—just be aware or take action? I do pray against bad circumstances, though, each time I have these dreams, but is there more action I could have taken? I still don't know; that is something I hope someday I have the answers to.

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The recent dream of mine

I have this new next-door neighbor who thinks she is loaded and everyone should tremble in the land she walks on. I mean, she is so loaded she can't afford to build her own house but try to torment her fellow house occupants of someone's house. This has made everyone in the neighborhood avoid her as much as possible.

But four days ago, I saw in my dream that we got into a fight together with her husband, and we beat them off. Then, the following night, I had yet another dream where we made up and became very close friends.

Guess what? We got into a heated argument yesterday morning that almost led to a serious fight; the other part of the dream is yet to materialize, though.

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My recurring dreams

This has been happening as long as I can remember I'm existing, and I kind of understand this one; it has to do with who I am. Sometimes, in my dreams, I would see myself trying to save others from something. It used to be a serious struggle, but in the end, these people were helped by me. Sometimes, it could be my siblings, my parents, or random people I'm trying to save.

My interpretation is this: growing up, life was a struggle and very challenging; I needed to fight my way out of the village where I was born, not just for myself but to help my siblings and everyone around me find their way out. And I'm out but still trying to help those I left behind. This particular dream I'm not scared of, but I see it as a reminder of who I am and as a motivation for me to keep going and working towards my aspirations no matter what.

These are the dynamics of my dreams, and I would much love to hear what you think. If you study dreams, anytime you see this post, please reach out to me by dropping a comment.

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My busy schedule hasn't been allowing me to participate in #MEMOIRMONDAY, an initiative by @ericvancewalton but this topic is so close to my heart I couldn't just afford not to put in.

Thank you so much for stopping by, @funshee🙏😊❣️

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