To look at myself every day in the mirror to realize that I am alive, that there is still a lot to live, a lot to know
That is so true but so difficult at the same time. We should all try and do that every single day especially in those days where everything is going from bad to worse.
Thanks for sharing and welcome back to LOH.
It is even more difficult because we find it hard to love ourselves, for many reasons, so we have to learn day by day in order not to fall apart so easily.