Exactly. The treatments are extremely expensive. My mom hs been kind enough to sponsor me, and that's a huge motivation to stay on track. That's also why I'm keeping the spreadsheet and posting weekly updates here, even if I don't like what they say. Yes, I am still thinking about the leftover trifle in the fridge in the garage. Luckily I can't get to it easily, which meant last night when I went looking to stuff my face with trifle in the dark, I didn't have the energy to try to find the key (we change the hiding place all the time as the garage acts as a pantry and the kids have no concept of budget and they take things without asking) or dodge @zakludick 's woodwork projects so I opted for a few spoons of yoghurt instead :p