I am Tough and Independent

Hello my fellow writers/hivers here, I do hope all are happy, satisfied, well and fine. It's been a half of year if I not wrong that I am not active here in this wonderful platform since I gave birth to my son. So here I am again, back to share and writing some of my life happenings.

Last August 10,2022 it was the date that I gave birth to my son through c-section. Me and the father of my son was in good relationship and both love our fruit of love which is our son. Last December 25,2022 it was the date/day that our son was already baptized as Roman Catholic. We celebrated our Christmas in complete family as well as celebrating new year. We were in better term on that month of January year 2023 but when February 2023 came, all of a sudden our relationship was broke because of the word "cheating". It was last February 21,2023 I was the one who witness that my partner cheated on me but he denied it. I tried to fixed our relationship and gave him another chance because I forgive him for what he've done to us. But it doesn't work he stopped our relationship in nine years and eight months without hesitation and never think how would it affect to our son. I never chased him instead,I let him go and never let him try to carry, hug, kiss even saw our son because of what he did to us. He choose to stay away from us his own family and choose the girl he met earlier.

Yes!I admit that it's not easy being in this situation. Sometimes or often, postpartum depression hits me. All I need to do is to cry and cry inside my room and I am worried that it can also affect to my son especially that I feed him in breastfeeding way. So, I never let the problems that I am facing right now drag me down. Since the day we broke up, I became more strong and inspire to life that I will continue and keep on fighting because I have someone who gives me strength and motivation to look forward and it is my son.
Yes! Since the day I gave birth to my son until now, there is no financial support from his father and that is why I let him feel the way we felt our son when the day he never chosen us her own family. It hurts in my part that my son always seeking the presence of his father especially now that my son is learning slowly by the reason that my son is running elven months old. All I did to my son is to comfort him and give all the love that he wants to feel in me being a mother and as a father to him. I am proud to say that I am a single mother at age of twenty-four. I am not shy to voice out and scream in the world that I am a single mother.

And now, I am trying my best to my son in order for him that even if there is no presence of his father I can substitute and can be his mother and father in both. And I did it,I thought I can't do it but I proved it into myself that I did. I may not be perfect mother to my son but I tried my all.
I can't denied that in this world, it is inevitable that other people will judge me in my situation but I will prove to them that I am not weak but I will stand on my own feet to love, care, discipline, guide and support my son without their help.

I did it because I believe in myself and mostly, I put God in my center of my life. HE is the one whom is my comforter, healer aside from my parents and siblings. And I never regret that I called and lift all my worries and challenges to our Almighty Father.
And now, I can conclude that I am tough and brave that I overcome a heavy trials that I encountered in my life. I am happy and satisfied of my life now together with my son and being a single mom.

And until here my fellow writers. Thank you for stopping and reading.

All images are mine.
God bless us all and more powers. Stay safe everyone.

💕 Love_Angge222😘