It is so not easy! I am feeling the division in my own family for I have done the research and I'm not willing, at this time, to take an experimental vaccine but others in my family have bought into the whole fear thing and were eager to get the vaccine. The only time I listen to the mainstream media is on the drive into town every couple of weeks for I want to see what they are saying. Often I just have to turn it off for it has become like an indoctrination and I see how easy it is to live in fear if you are tuning into it.
I appreciate you sharing and working to increase peoples awareness - it is like a breath of fresh air to me!