@hlezama, I saw your post highlighted in the PHC discord by @quillfire.
My words are probably insufficient to give any consolation or comfort, but I hope the cathartic effect from writing this will last.
Some of us are here, and are reading.
I've always liked Steem (now #Hive). It's a space where I'm pleasantly surprised by the connection and generosity here. For we all may have never met in real life, yet we share our some usually unspoken thoughts here - and sustain genuine connections.
I feel you. I feel your struggles.
Press on, my friend <3
Thank you very much for your kind words.