It could be that you just haven't noticed them. When I found myself getting frustrated and irritated all too often, that's when I started paying more attention to see what was causing those feelings.

So yes it could very well be that these emotions have been slowly building up and certain things you see and hear causes you to react in such ways.

No apologies, I love listening and learning about others ;)

Thank you. It was the toughest thing I have ever had to go through. We weren’t for sure if my son would make it because the doctors couldn’t tell me for sure why we lost his twin. All I knew was I had to do everything I could to make sure he was a healthy baby to be strong enough for survival.

I had to try my best not to worry and stress because I knew it would have a negative impact on him. Can you imagine being joyous one moment for the son living then extremely sad in the next moment as I mourned the child we lost? I was an emotional wreck.

The hardest thing was knowing the baby that died just stayed put in my womb until eventually he/she withered away. When my son was born they showed me my placenta and we saw evidence that our deceased twin was once there. It was the hardest thing to deal with. 😞

I hope my son will be okay once we tell him about his twin (when he’s old enough to understand). Not sure how it will effect him. ☹️

Thank you so much for your kind words ~ 💛