I have witnessed many people dying because they have terminal diseases and they still are more positive than you, by a mile!!!... I can't be in your shoes, that's true... but believe me, I know worse than what you are saying... and all I was able to find as the best thing I could do, to those people, was to encourage them to find what they like, what makes them smile, what makes them go forward... that's what it matters in life! You will reach later stages in life (hopefully even older than me) and you will look back many times and see what you have done... and life will get shorter... and your value for "stupid" little things, will get higher!
I don't know if you have children, but believe me... it's a field even harder than when we (ourselves) are having a hard time with life. They, are the most challenging concept of life when compared with trying to survive.
Be more positive and try to look about how to build more, and your life will be better. The time you lose complaining, if you use it for building or learning something, your value and happiness will increase gradually. I am not saying this as a financial guarantee... but instead as an educational way to mentally train your mind to be happier. It will work!
I don't want you to feel unhappy or keep complaining... so, here's a little of what I can do to start shifting that mentality... I am generous, but not stupid... so please open your eyes and adapt!
You are right that people in much worse situation are much happier.
Maybe I am unhappy, because I received hate, excluding and bullying during most of my childhood just because I am different. My step-father was a violent, alcohol, lottery and smoke addict family abuser. We escapes from him in around 2000 or 2001. I lost my father in 1997, and I lost my mother in 2017. My brother went on a financial madness since then. He do not care about anything and anyone since then. He promised to visit me, but he did not. I currently do not even know where he lives. I currently live alone in a village. All I have is my Harris's hawk. Currently that is the only happiness in my life. I try to be positive, I try to improve, but the autism spectrum disorder really makes my whole life almost unbearably difficult. The whole life is basically a fight, but I do not like to fight.
Thank you so much for the support. I also look for some support in real life. The biggest one would probably be a second job in the afternoon (or in the night). That way my income would probably reach the mininum wage.
@forykw, I assume that you want to reply to @xplosive's comment here, but you just forgot. 🤔
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