It is always easier said than done. I don't know but I always say this to some people who don't know how to look at the bigger frame and or picture. I know and I admit that I am as guilty as most of the human beings here on earth of being judgmental. As a matter of fact I always do this (unknowingly and unintentionally most of the time, of course) everyday...at home...at work...at the mall...with strangers and people I barely knew...people I just met...people I've known for the longest time...and yes even my friends and loved ones are not spared from my being a notorious judge. What am I saying? Well, I am saying that I can't help but be human. And when some people are out there and judging some to the extent of crossing the boundaries, I just couldn't stand there and do nothing. My usual and normal reaction is to defend the person...or myself for that matter.
Ang haba ano? Bwhahaha ang gusto ko lang naman iparating is napapagod lang ako araw araw. Akala kasi ng karamihan madali ang buhay. Pagmulat pa lang ng aking mga mata sa umaga busy na utak ako kung ano uunahin ko. Magluluto ng breakfast, pakakainin ang nanay ko, paiinumin ng mga maintenance niya, paliliguan. Sunod si bunso pakakainin, paliliguan. Yan ay kung may online class. Good kung wala advantage sa kin kasi sarili ko na agad ang susunod. I make sure that everything is set here at home first before going to my work place. At work, sari saring tao makakasalamuha mo. Minsan sa dami din ng mga ginagawa don, may mga nakakaligtaan din na gawin. Sablay for short. It happens. Sad but true and it happens talaga sa akin. After the almost chaotic world at workI go back home. To wash the dishes and bath my youngest. Feed my mother again and my youngest. Then wash the dishes after. Then me time bath time. Then module time. Until 9pm. If the module is quite a handful I am lucky to extend it until 10pm. But of course I made sure to put my Carleign Seth to sleep before 10pm. Do I still have the energy? Of course I don't have a choice. I have to do more things para sa economy. That is what single moms do. I mean single/working moms (like me) do. 💪💪
And I praise God that in spite of these supah hectic schedule everyday (I didn't mention everything that I do in between na kasi baka malula na kayo sa dami promise) I can still manage to smile, breath and talk to myself silently and yes kadalasan ang AMEN ko sa prayer ko is umaga na. Sorry Lord. Nakakapagal. Pero ako ay nakakatagal. Nakakapagod pero ako at buma