Being a coward is sometimes unavoidable. Although we want to bite our lips because that's not what we wanted to happen. Even so, you thought that it was the best thing to do but wouldn't allow happening again.
That's why you came back with something you thought you would never do. But life is like that, life is and there's no way we can stop that.
Now, you are back because of the regrets you had of yesterday. It's not wrong, it's not bad to think like that. You are a mother and you need to be tough for your son.
You are fine and always will be. By the way, I admire the foul words. It entertains me. I hope you don't misunderstand me. 😊 😍
I do not misunderstand you :) You make complete sense and everything you have said is right! Thank you for the words of encouragement too! I appreciate them greatly!