We are very alike. Much so alike that after reading your post I thought you were talking about me, literally.
But I don't think you should stop, sharpen it, I will say. Channel that trait into something significant.

To be honest we are all different for a reason, just imagine a society without critical thinkers, we would still be in the stone age by now.

So just find a support system and then focus on building your critical thinking. So as you can make split decision, if you build it to that point. I tell you, the world is going to be your play thing.