Algunas veces he sentido como que ya no pertenezco a un lugar, intento encajar pero realmente no puedo, quizás se el entorno, los que habitan o sencillamente sea que realmente no era mi lugar.
Vivir rodeada de paz y tranquilidad es mi propósito desde hace mucho tiempo, marcar distancia, soltar lo que no puedo controlar, todo lo que resta es lo que busco sanar.
Sin embargo hay momentos que causan molestia y me hacen perder la paz mental que tanto cuido y me pregunto porqué tengo que dejarme robar mi paz de quien nunca la ha tenido.
Las personas cambian, creo que la etapa más sincera del ser humano es la niñez, porque incluso aprendemos a mentir, cuando sabemos que por decir la verdad nos van a castigar.
Ahora tener un vínculo con una persona no significa que tienes que conectar, cuando la conoces bien y algo no estuvo bien, entonces ya nada vuelve a ser igual, pierdes la confianza en automático.
Todo cambia claro que sí, nuestra apariencia, nuestra forma de pensar, nuestros deseos, nuestros momentos, nuestros sentimientos, porque de eso se trata la vida de cambios.
Pero esos cambios ahora nuevamente me llevan a pensar que ya no pertenezco a un lugar, que ese entorno no llena mod días, no me da vitalidad para continuar mis días.
El tiempo es corto y siempre estamos en constante cambio, nuestras decisiones son clave para estar donde queremos y como queremos, la vida nos regala momentos que debemos aprovechar para poder entender a dónde pertenecemos.
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EVERYDAY
Sometimes I feel like I no longer belong anywhere. I try to fit in, but I really can't. Maybe it's the environment, the people who live there, or maybe it's just that it really wasn't my place.
Living surrounded by peace and tranquility has been my goal for a long time: to distance myself, to let go of what I can't control, and to heal everything that remains.
However, there are moments that cause discomfort and make me lose the peace of mind that I cherish so much, and I wonder why I have to let my peace be stolen by those who have never had it.
People change. I believe that the most sincere stage of human life is childhood, because we even learn to lie when we know that telling the truth will get us punished.
Now, having a bond with someone doesn't mean you have to connect with them. When you know them well and something wasn't right, then nothing is the same anymore; you automatically lose trust.
Everything changes, of course: our appearance, our way of thinking, our desires, our moments, our feelings, because that's what life is all about—change.
But those changes now lead me to think that I no longer belong anywhere, that this environment no longer fulfills me, no longer gives me the vitality to continue my days.
Time is short, and we are constantly changing. Our decisions are key to being where we want to be and how we want to be. Life gives us moments that we must take advantage of in order to understand where we belong.
Photographs of my authorship taken with my Samsung A10 camera phone.