A lot of times I asked myself if I should give up already but I never thought of it as the resolution towards everything. At the end of the day, no matter how I wanted to give up and no matter how many sleepless nights I'll suffer, I'll just have to keep going.

Heya I hope that everything will be better soon for you. I can only imagine the hardships that you had experienced with the breaking of your family and I know it is hard.