Hello, everyone. It’s me again your apple jane and will share stories to tell.
In rodays blog, i will share about the funeral of my grandmother. First of all, I am still mourning about this and will always remember our memories together since I was a kid until I grown up. I won’t show you the coffin but I’ll show you the people who give their kindness towards my grandmother.
It was a sudden of grief. She was my grandmother and will always do. It was my first time grieving towards a family member that isn’t here anymore. I hope we can meet again by destiny.
I was really hurt at that time knowing that my grandmother was gone. It was my heartbreak that cannot be heal. For some reason, this is the only thing that can support me for my school. I never imagined that she can’t witness my college graduation. Even though she was resting peacefully, I know she is proud in my little achievements in life.
For the people who visited my grandmothers funeral, I am very thankful for them because they believe that my lola is now resting peacefully without any complications. She was the one who named me “Apple” because she said it was simple and it’s easy to write when I was in kindergarten. And I am thankful to her because until now, it is very simple to write my name without any worries. I will always remember the things that my lola did to me. The kindness, the presence that she give towards other people and to my family will always be remembered.The fact that she died peacefully without any worries. And yet, many individuals shed tears because of our loss.
From this very moment, I am very sad. Even now, I still remember the memories that haunts me. I miss my lola. And will always do. I did regret the part where I didn’t look for her. The fact that I was I was there at her side but didn’t do anything. And I hope she will forgive me for that.
Lola, you will not be forgotten. You are our strength and our light to our darkest path. Rest in Peace. Rest easy in heaven.
Losing someone so dear, especially for the first time, is really hard. It’s natural to feel sorrow and regret, but what truly matters is the love you shared and the moments you had together.
Thank you so much for your kind words. It really means a lot to me. I hope my lola is in a good place now.
You're welcome!💕
You are surely a lola's girl. I know that your lola are so proud of your achievements even though she is not with you anymore. I missed my lola also she passed away in 2020 during pandemic.
As a Lola's girl, reading this really made me sad. It’s really painful in the heart while reading. I feel you po:(( My grandmother on my mother’s side died when I was around Grade 6, and we weren’t that close since they lived in Mindanao. But when I got there and saw my grandmother resting, it really made my heart shatter even if we weren’t that close. I’m sure your grandmother is watching you every day po and for the achievements you’ll reach in the future, your grandmother will be very proud:)
You are blessed to have your lola with you and now she was took back but just ahead of you. Loosing a dear Lola is hard but never forget all the memories you had with her. The love that you and her shares would be your guide to continue living and keeping the advice's she has given to you.