Wow ! I hardly know what to say. You have truly been through so much.
I too believe many of the "cures" are worse than what ails people. I have seen multiple times when bad things went wrong with people I knew, including me, when taking what was prescribed by doctors. I am very VERY skeptical about all of it now.
I know some folks have been helped a lot and I'm glad it's not all useless, but it certainly is an unknown amount of gamble to take anything.
Western med is good if you get hit by a car and that sort of thing. I don't know anyone, however, who was successfully treated for a disease and left in perfect health - there are always lingering effects or effects that show up years later. If you develop an illness, there are many other medical avenues to choose from. We are discouraged from looking at those though, and of course "insurance" won't pay for most of them, so folks are funneled into using only allopathic methods, which are all toxic. We must take our healing into our own hands, to advance other avenues, which are being crippled as things are now. But happily, the covid con has increased the numbers of us who are trying new modes.