1460 Day's Since That Terrible Night ..
Today marks four years since we lost our sweet Pepper .. And though time has passed, the memories of his joyful spirit still bring tears to our eyes. It feels like just yesterday we were walking through the neighborhood, Pepper at our side, his curiosity leading the way.
[Pepper died in the early hours of September 12th, 2020, surrounded by my wife, Molly (RIP 10/3/2023) and I. Even though it does get better, I find it hard not to relive those hours over and over in my head.]
From the moment he joined our family...
Pepper's inquisitive nature shone through.
He explored every corner of our home and yard as if it were his personal adventure. Walks weren't just routine—they were his time to discover the world, and we were lucky enough to be along for the journey. He never missed a beat, pausing to sniff out something new or curiously watch the birds in the trees.
He was more than just our companion ..
Pepper shared in all of life's moments .. Painting sessions in the studio, where he'd sit quietly, observing every brushstroke, and our trips, where his excitement and energy added so much joy. His love for his sister, Molly, was evident in every interaction, and we can still see the way they would cuddle up together, comforting one another.
Even though he's no longer with us..
Pepper’s spirit lives on in everything we do. We miss his little snuggles, his bright eyes, and the way he was always so present, as if he knew he was an essential part of our daily lives. His memory brings both joy and sadness, but we wouldn't trade a single second of the time we had with him.
We miss you, Pepper, and we’ll carry you in our hearts forever.
Only you would find a puzzle box to be comfortable enough to make a bed out of!
The Wind Against Our Faces
“Pain is a pesky part of being human, I've learned it feels like a stab wound to the heart, something I wish we could all do without, in our lives here. Pain is a sudden hurt that can't be escaped. But then I have also learned that because of pain, I can feel the beauty, tenderness, and freedom of healing. Pain feels like a fast stab wound to the heart. But then healing feels like the wind against your face when you are spreading your wings and flying through the air! We may not have wings growing out of our backs, but healing is the closest thing that will give us that wind against our faces.”
― C. JoyBell C.
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Ugh, I keep thinking about the last moments with Jo too. It sucks because it hurts so much, but it was so good to see her finally at peace in that last little bit. I just want to smell her feet (they smelled like fritos) or feel her soft ears again. Our friend just got a new dog and I honestly don't know how they are going to do it. They must have much bigger hearts than me.
I am sure in time your heart will be able to accept a new family member. Mine is slowly healing and my wife has been slowly introducing pictures of puppies back into the mix. She keeps showing me photos and videos of one of our favorite Shih Tzu breeders. we will see. One never knows when the time is right. Maybe one day I will surprise everyone again with a new face! She slowly breaking me down. Lol.
I totally hear you about the smells, how strange it may sound to some. Each one of our dogs had a particular odor that wasn't unpleasant, just what I associated with them. Most of their beds and toys have lost that smell over the years. I found a brush with some of Molly's hair and it the other day. That was an emotional event. I know you know exactly what I'm talking about.
Hang in there! Hope all is well and you enjoyed your summer. Now that fall is approaching camping trips will feel more like camping… You can enjoy those fires because of the crispness in the air.
I definitely hope that is the case with the camping. My wife and I are actually a bit in reversed roles. I think one day I could see us getting a dog again when we are older and we have a lot of our traveling out of the way. She is saying never ever. :) I'm actually a bit surprised at how quickly Jo's hair just kind of disappeared. Even when we vacuum now, there is basically nothing in the container to empty. In the past it was full after like two swipes!
Absolutely.. Dirt is way down here too. Sometimes I was like how does a 7 lbs dog track in so much filth! 😆
So tragic every time I see these but I am glad you continue to post cute pics of your little fluff-friends because it is important to remember the good times not the tragedy at the end. So photogenic these two were.
Awww.. Thanks Man. Means a lot. Miss those two every single day. They both lived the good life for a looooong time.. so that is the awesome part. Just like Nadi.. good human counterparts. Give her hugs from us here in NJ!
I understand it so much, it is a pain that will always be with us.
I thought I would never again have the courage to have another pet, but in the end I realized that it is the best way to pay tribute to those who are no longer with us.
My embrace for your feelings, this is how those of us who truly love our pets feel.
We are getting closer and closer to bringing the joy of a pet back into our lives. Maybe one day really soon.. one never knows. Thank you for the kind words.😊
It would be great if they did, they are never the same, but they always end up conquering our hearts.
Thank you for your response.
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Hello dear friend @bdmillergallery
How precious Pepper
I am so sorry for your loss.
Our pets are part of our family, and we have lived so many things together that their departure hurts our souls, and the more time passes, the more we miss them, and they will always be in our hearts
Well said. They really are a true part of our families. I hope they are in a better place now.. full of love and playful times.
I really regret your loss. As you reminisce about Pepper, I too remember my three Yorkies!
We have experienced so much life with our pets as a family, and as time goes on, we miss them more and more, but they will always hold a special place in our hearts.
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Thank you so much for your kind words and for sharing your memories of your Yorkies. It's comforting to know that others understand the deep connection we have with our pets. Pepper brought so much joy and love into our lives, and I know your Yorkies did the same for you. They truly do leave paw prints on our hearts, and their memory stays with us always. Here's to all the moments of love and companionship we’ve shared with our furry family members.
Sorry for your loss. I just went through the same thing in June and it hit me so hard. Still trying to build up the courage to write a post on here and hopefully relieve some of the heaviness. Thanks for sharing your story, it really helps.
I am SO Sorry for your loss.
Yes.. I do know what you are going through as well as many others here on HIVE. Definitely share in a post. It helped me tons. Cried a lot but helped me a bunch. I loved our fur-babies more than I have loved most humans. Miss them tons and tons.
Yeah I think I will. Thanks for the encouragement, it's much appreciated!
I was sad after reading your sentiments 🥺🥺 I also have a lot of dogs and I'm scared to experience this kind of situation.
Loss is a part of life.. we hate to face it, but it eventually comes for us. I hope you have many wonderful times with your babies before you even have to think about it. Lot of love to your fur-babies!
Sorry, for the lost
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It's cute