I'm sorry about the 43 HIVE.... it's frustrating when that kind of thing happens, but don't blame yourself, we're all humans and part of being human means making mistakes occasionally.
Another way to look at it is that there's a part of #spendHBD that isn't talked about much, and that is the value of the upvotes to the posts. This post alone has rewards that will hopefully cover most of the lost HIVE for you 😀
All businesses have some days when things will not just work well, but that doesn't mean the end of our lives; talking about such incidents helps and reminds me to be very careful next time.
Even if I get upvotes, which I appreciate, that doesn't mean I should just lose them to thin air because marketing involves a lot of both physical and mental stress.
Thanks for your kind words.