I hear you and I feel you... sometimes we just hit the pause button... I do it regularly !LOLZ I will write consistently for a week, 3, 4, 5 times in one week...which is good for me... and then I crash... and I do nothing sometimes for more than a week... It's like my creative flurry is exhausted and I need to recharge. Sometimes I just go through a dip, a long low where I just don't feel like engaging and I'm too tired to write... then I tend to listen to music, listen to the bible, read, research... and fill my mind with more fantastical thoughts and ideas that eventually kickstart a new period of creative thought and interest in expressing myself on the page. Sometimes we just have a lot to unpack... and that's ok. Sending a big hug across the ocean. I hope you heard from your friend 🤗 ... that you eat lots of dessert tonight and sleep peacefully. October is going to be good... I have Faith. Much love...