Something red to cover up

I don't know whether I was just too dehydrated or my skin don't like chemicals at all but way back whenever I wear lipstick, my lips would hurt and crack that is why I stopped using them and walks bareface everyday. I was confident enough with how I look even though I look pale and awful often but this day, I felt terrible and wanted some rescue; something that would make me feel that I wasn't sick at all.

Also, I thought that bathing is enough and I am never complete without bathing before going to work because it feels awkward and I get very conscious whether I smell bad just like other workmates I blogged a few weeks ago. That is why even though I am not feeling very well or even though I lack sleep during the night, I always took a bath before going to work.

And then I got sick;

I had been to hilots and they massaged me, warning me not to take a bath for three days so my illness will not worsen. It felt hard for me and I was very uncomfortable even though I washed my armpits and privates, I thought my hair stinks too. But despite my uncomfortableness, I chose not to take a bath and prioritized my health.

I was taught to bath daily so I won't smell bad, but then I realized that other people don't even take a bath for days, even weeks in other parts of the world and saw people not washing their hairs.

I was really feeling uncomfortable and so to boost my self esteem, I wore something red on my lips, and definitely, it lifted up my confidence right away!

I honestly thought that this trick, or whatever to his is called is not true, I only saw it on some random videos on yt and never realized that I would need it one day. Yet I didn't wear the lippie for long, it was not a super stay ink and smudged after a few minutes and I didn't like the way it looked after and erased them on my skin.

The experience was amazing, magical even! No wonder why most women wearsake up every day which I did not understand before.

Is this why you wear make up too?

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