If you are scared of that kinda commitment, you may as well examine your previous relationships to know when you developed this fear.

What I see is a sorta resistance from you and stuff like that is often due to previous experience. So, find out when you started reacting this way to relationships. Hopefully, it will make it easier for you to focus on avoiding relationships that has low chance of success instead of completely write-off any potential relationship.

Thanks for sharing this on DreemPort