Hello @josephforest welcome to the community, we are very happy to have you here, you share with us a post full of emotions and you have described so well the way you feel, we hope you can feel better soon.

We noticed that you are new, so we invite you to read our guide to publishing in it you can read about the minimum number of words, among other things, surely it will be very useful for the next publication you make in the community, which we hope will be soon.

Thank you for sharing something so heartfelt, we send you a big hug from afar.