[Español].
Tres años de amistad cargados de risas, bromas y actividades juntos. Tres años que parecen largos, ¡pero pasaron tan rápidamente! Nuestro grupo de amigos tan llamativo, tan popular, y yo tan llena de vida en esos días.
Eran otros tiempos.
Joseph, y otros más. Nombres que poco a poco quedan enterrados en el olvido. Nos separamos. ¿Será que así terminan todos los amigos? ¿O será que realmente no éramos amigos? Esas son interrogantes a las cuáles he intentado buscar respuestas en los últimos 7 años, desde que tuve consciencia de la marca tan indeleble que puede dejar una amistad en la vida.
He de admitir que hay algo de nostalgia en mis recuerdos de aquellas salidas en grupo. Incluso sabiendo la rapidez con la que me hacías perder la paciencia y la estoicidad en público, haciéndonos -para mi incomodidad y para tu creciente ego- centro de atención entre la gente. Sin duda te enorgullecía, te satisfacía enormemente provocar una reacción en mí, fuera cual fuera. Supongo que son conductas inexplicables de los "enamorados". Secretamente, aceptaré que yo pude haber hecho eso mismo con quiénes me gustaron.
Guardo en mi memoria sucesos mayormente divertidos que vivimos juntos.
Y pensar que nuestra amistad surgió a partir de un momento traumante -al menos, para mí-; en dónde perdimos un amigo en común que era como un hermano literal para nosotros. Quizá... ¿pudimos haber hecho más por él? Pues, ¿quién sabe?. Son cuestiones que nunca responderemos.
Imposible negar los errores que cometimos. Las relaciones en general no son fáciles. Siempre fui clara con que no ocupabas un puesto demasiado importante en mi vida... Siempre puse muros entre nosotros. Te esforzarte por cruzarlos.
Si no me hubieras traicionado esas tres veces, ¿seguiríamos siendo amigos? ¿A caso se trataba de una traición por año? Porque nunca hubiera consentido ese contrato si me hubieras preguntado.
De cualquier manera, tomando en cuenta los hechos, no me causaste tanto dolor como otras personas. No eras tan importante para mí como yo lo era para ti.
Insististe tanto, realmente creo que yo era una meta. Me viste inalcanzable, luego me viste fácil. Era muy difícil para ti comprender quién era yo en realidad; quién soy. Creo que no viste más allá de lo que tú considerabas una cara bonita. Qué triste...
De todos modos, ahora eres feliz, ¿no? No lo digo con aire de nostalgia, me gustaría decir que guardo buenos recuerdos de ti, pero en los últimos meses puedo asegurar que no siento absolutamente nada hacia ti. No espero menos de ti, por supuesto.
Joseph, ¿recuerdas cuando te pregunté si eras feliz, y me dijiste que sí con una seguridad casi demasiado firme como para ser real? Pues espero que lo seas, porque sino debes sentirte verdaderamente atrapado dónde estás ahora.
Traducción: deepl.com
Imágen: Propiedad el autor.
Edición de imágen: App Lumii.
[English].
Three years of friendship full of laughter, jokes and activities together. Three years that seem long, but passed so quickly! Our group of friends so flashy, so popular, and me so full of life in those days.
Those were other times.
Joseph, and others. Names that are slowly being buried into oblivion. We parted ways. Could it be that this is how all friends end? Or could it be that we were not really friends? These are questions to which I have tried to find answers in the last 7 years, since I became aware of the indelible mark that a friendship can leave in life.
I must admit that there is some nostalgia in my memories of those group outings. Even knowing how quickly you made me lose my patience and stoicism in public, making us - to my discomfort and to your growing ego - the center of attention in the crowd. No doubt you were proud of it, you took great satisfaction in provoking a reaction in me, whatever it was. I guess these are inexplicable behaviors of those "in love". Secretly, I will accept that I could have done the same with those I liked.
I keep in my memory mostly funny events we experienced together.
And to think that our friendship arose from a traumatic moment -at least, for me-; where we lost a mutual friend who was like a literal brother to us. Maybe... we could have done more for him? Well, who knows. These are questions we will never answer.
Impossible to deny the mistakes we made. Relationships in general are not easy. I was always clear that you were not too important in my life.... I always put walls between us. You tried hard to cross them.
If you hadn't betrayed me those three times, would we still be friends? Was it one betrayal per year? Because I would never have consented to that contract if you had asked me.
Anyway, considering the facts, you didn't cause me as much pain as other people. You were not as important to me as I was to you.
You were so insistent, I really think I was a goal. You saw me as unattainable, then you saw me as easy. It was very hard for you to understand who I really was; who I am. I don't think you saw beyond what you considered a pretty face. How sad...
Anyway, you're happy now, aren't you? I don't say this with an air of nostalgia, I'd like to say that I have fond memories of you, but in the last few months I can assure you that I feel absolutely nothing towards you. I expect no less from you, of course.
Joseph, do you remember when I asked you if you were happy, and you said yes with an assurance almost too firm to be real? Well I hope you are, because otherwise you must feel truly trapped where you are now.
Translation: deepl.com
Image: Property of the author.
Image editing: App Lumii.
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Que lindo escrito amiga @daniellef me encantó. No es fácil manejar la traición. Pero es muy triste que hayan personas que lo hagan. Debemos llamar gente de buena vibra a nuestra vida. Un gusto amiga leerte 🤗😘.
¡Muchas gracias! Deben saber lo valioso que es para mí que otros conecten emocionalmente con mis pensamientos. Muy agradecida de que dejes tu comentario. 🧡
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Hola amiga pues si, nunca sabemos porque se terminan las amistades... Excelente post gracias por compartirlo...
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Wow, this is very well-written! I find writing about things like this to be healing and cathartic! Kudos! 💜
@thekittygirl Yes, it is healing! I find it easier and more practical to talk about this in writing than in conversation.... ☺️🤗 Thanks again for taking me up on this.
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