I thank you for your confidence.

I think you get too involved in trying to support multiple communities, I think it gets harder and harder and if it overlaps with a busy real-life schedule, it can be very tiring. Of course, you know better, but from my little experience and what I've seen others go through, I think it can be hard going at some point.
I took the liberty of saying that after reading this:

I just arrived home and will see some posts from Hive

Yes, I think everyone has their definition of normal. Certainly, older people like me see normality differently than younger people, and it's normal to be that way, haha.

I wish you a peaceful, pleasant, and restful weekend!