I upvoted. But I want you to read my words and hear them. What's causing this hardship is that you're trying. You're trying to earn an income based on this ... trying isn't how that will work. A youtube creator can shill a lot of products and make nothing by trying. In this case, what I'm saying is just this; talk about and share the things you love as if it was of no consequence how they are received. Just as in actual life, that is how friends are found.