thank you for sharing this @reddust. the world can be a messed up place, toxic relationships, toxic food, toxic environment messes up our health and our life.
you are fortunate to have found a path out of the darkness and back to living. thanks for sharing your story so that others can see a way out too.
The world has always been toxic when individuals make toxic choices. The world will start healing when we start healing ourselves and our relationships, leaving abuse and manipulation behind and walking free of fear and dysfunction. Thank you @watertoncafe.