I was supposed to have surgery to remove the tumor from my neck last week; that was post-poned til today, and now post-poned again to a day to be announced. the ENT/neurosurgon team thinks it might be better to use a cycle of chemo in order to shrink the tumor before cutting. they are waiting on the pathology report.
I just hope it isnt another month of waiting; although,most of the nurses are pretty, and they all seem to enjoy getting me things(coffee, ice water, morphine- lol). the food ranges from horrendous to medium good
the bad thing is the constipation(from the opiods), and the anxiety of not getting this thing cut out of my neck.
even with being here, and it seems like I'm going to be here for a while; I think my prognosis is bad. My folks checked into a local AirBnB. One of thed good points of having my hospital stay being so far away was that my folks wouldn't be compelled to sit arond me all the time,
I've been looking at escort ads. I'd like a woman before I go under the knife.
Not much else to say right now
Might I suggest to try Whole Psyllium Husk. It will clear you out. I take it before meals. I buy the plain whole husks and just endure the flavor with luke warm water.
Do it and you will be regular no matter what you eat or take.
I have been using it for 9 years now and it is the most wonderful natural product for regularity.
I have missed a lot in my recent hookie playing. My sincere best wishes for your swift recovery and restoration to vibrant health.
thank you. i wish i had better posts to share other than "owwwie i hurt"
I wish you did too. You're one of my favorite curmudgeons, and I hope to be called to account for my frivolity by you again soon.
Stay frosty.
i have considered the possibilities(and inevitability) of my own death since before i joined the corps. about 50 readings of shogun have given me more of a stoic understsnding of lif ethan any reading of ol' marcus. i find mnyself comforting one woman who is more affected by the possibility of my death than i am, and trying to figure out how to rebuild bridges with anothwe woman who is outraged by my mocking attitude about my final shuffle off stage
i talked with my uncle, a former nam marine who is in cancer remission atm, and we agreed that whatever happens, happens
I die every night in my dreams. It gets boring LOL. It is something we face more often, and more poignantly, as we age. You however are less able than I to just scroll past those images and thoughts when faced with them.
I can only hope I can rise to your example when I can't just scroll by.
That sucks.
I hope you get tension relief.
im spending some time looking at escort ads. seems like all the women i know that might have played agnel of mercy have gotten hooked up over past few months
I saw a post on Twitter where some woman wanted someone to come have sex with her in front of her dying husband. I guess there's someone for almost anything.
ugh- i wonder if he was a cuck or if she was just a vindictive bitch, otoh, the scene in fight club where the skeletal woman is practically begging someone to have one last sex act was a tearjerker. thankfully i still have a husky frame, if not much muscular strength
With all those nurses taking care of you, how can you complain? Take care!
that is good company but i'd like one more bounce before rolling the dice