Only the degree of my Heart's longing to leave will be my indicator.
Such a mind-bender of a concept - that of longing to leave. Though I can relate, sometimes also sensing there may be a point where it feels business in this vehicle is complete, and/or just have run out of steam to keep on with the same game, it still is a somewhat unsettling idea - despite the paradoxical sense of peace in the idea of "returning home," or what will you...
I do appreciate your comments. Always excellent stimulation for contemplation. :-)
Yeah, the bridging that fills the 'gap' between 'business done/ longing to leave' and 'returning Home' in my case is the fact that I have been receiving insights into my next 'life' for about 5 years now by means of 'Universal dreams' I call them which we all have stored in our subconscious, accessible in our dream state or deep meditative state fully consciously.
I always wanted my transitioning to be as wonderful as possible in every aspect. Bodily, mentally, spiritually, emotionally. The practical energetic work to get there brought along most wonderful insights on the one hand, part of which were the insights into my next life, on the other hand it required me to deal with my deepest fears on the other. So in a way, if it hadn't been for my deliberate reprogramming in this regard, I probably wouldn't have received the insight with the Achilles Tendon for example because I wouldn't have been able to deal with that kind of insight since I wouldn't have been ready for it.
As to the longing: Simply try to imagine how it would feel if everything closest to your Heart and Soul flows forward out of your life. With every single piece leaving it will feel like a part of our Heart's and Soul's Home leaves to go elsewhere. Finally, all pieces closest to your Heart and Soul have shifted elsewhere, yet you are still there. I guess the most natural feeling then is: I don't feel like being at Home anymore, I too want to flow forward, to that place where all that closest to my Heart and Soul flew to. And when you know that the place you will flow to is exactly that place where your Soul and Heart wants to be, how big will that longing be? Heart explosion I guess :)