eh dear @jeffreymartin, your situation must be very difficult. I also try something similar, I don't remember where I was, things friends told me, movies or book plots (even from my favorites). The doctors don't give importance to this thing, the friends take me around a little ... I try not to think about it even if sometimes I only see black holes. and as you say, I take refuge in the photos, I look at myself laughing and I'm happy. but I wonder if I really was, because I don't remember .... I hope the best for you