I'm writing this from a medical hospital. I ended here thanks to a psychotic breakdown. Shrooms one day, the next alcohol is not recommended. I saw ghosts and death. Felt like I could take on the world at first but then dropped down. My advice to people doing drugs daily, do less. Start working at the things you really want to do. Life ain't worth living if you need medication/drugs.
Top advice. I hope you get your head together soon. Good luck.